| Yapz yapz.... I was a spoilt brat on MOnday... a petty spoilt brat.... =P Hmm... too bad for the guy who haf to endure this.... but thanz.... Thanz a million to the power of zillion.... so glad to haf u by my side... =) Guess it's monday blues.... or exams blues.... hope nothing like this happen again... hope i stop being so childish n paranoid.... =P Then I had a bad day yesterday... felt almost drunk the whole day.... I was having a splitting headache n the super duper hot hot weather really never help much.... So I slept almost the day away n never really did much work.... but seems like tt is useful... for today.. I studied alot and am really effective n lasted really long in my notes n tutorials.... I am glad i slacked yesterday..... Once again...thanx..... =) Two more papers to go... =) Yippee... can relac... n start to worry abt jobs... =(.... A better tmr.... |
| Pouring my woes out really work... makes me feel better... =) Juz started another blog... wrote things that can only be read by myself in it... felt like i've really told someone about them... feeling better already.... After writing my troubles on screen and reading it... i felt like i've left it in the virtual world and can resume my life in the real world without all those troubles... =) good way to become happier... works for me at least... (Best way is to pour out woes to someone.... but well the best way is not always available....) Sometimes my trouble is so wu liao... really see no pt in telling anyone else... no one will understand why something so wu liao can bother me..... so hard to be a weirdo...... |
One more week one more week.......... Nothing's right these days........ My stupid gmail still can't be accessed from my computer.. grrr... Y izzit that others can be happy.... I could be happy..... yet these few days nothing works that can make me happy... everything juz go wrong......... grrrr........ I'm going to stay home for another 4 days(5 to be exact)....Muz study hard.... last stretch..... Oh I miss my gd frenz..............Miss gossiping w ml n emi....... miss chatting with Joanna...... I miss my sister.... I miss dancing.... I miss singing.... I miss shopping.... I miss walking non-stop in town (From Orchard to bugis to suntec)..... I miss the beach... I miss the gym... I miss the pool.... I miss performing..... I miss everything........ ='( Finally exam's going to be over... hope i can see all my frenz soon... Exam's getting over... I shld be happy... but i am getting more depressed that it is ending.... Maybe I am worried about the unknown... dunno wat will happen to me after this saturday.... Will I get a job?? = scared scared..... I think I haf post exams depression before my exams are over..... this always happen... damn............. |
| Why is it That I always do things that nobody likes??? Sometimes I really do things without purpose... Benefit no one..... Hope I will eventually do the right things someday......... Can't afford too much mistakes in my life..... life is short..... I think I am mad again..... Nobody Likes me... ='( |
| Wat in the world am i doing?? I shld be studying.... yet now i am listening to songs, drinkin ribena, playing minesweeper and writting blog at the same time..... =P (And I juz updated my friendster and surfed all my emails....) Real Slacker man... goodluck for me tmr! I've a HRM paper tmr.... I read alot about trust today..... I woke up so late today!!! N i Am already zzzpy.... oh no.. me turnin so lazy... =( Oh juz watched Creep... scary suspend thru out but not much of a smart story line.... Typical movie for ppl who find normal life too boring.... I'll never be in the MRT tunnel w the same feelings...... REvision time.... Trust is the willingness to be vulnerable and open to risk.... To haf trust in a person is to be able to put oneself into a vulnerable position... To work properly and successfully, team mates need to haf trust in each other.... Hmm..... |
My Don't Worry Be happy plan worked..... hee...... now my work are almost done...
The semester's coming to an end... my uni life is coming to an end....
How time flies......... from the 1st day I was in NUS for FWC till now, the last month I'm slogging away in sch......... I've really changed so so much........
From a short red haired shorty to a long wavy blonde shorty........
From a stupid gal to a silly gal.........
From a Messy person to an even messier individual......
From a talkative gal to a MORE talkative gal...... HAhahaha......
From a someone who loves to sing to someone who lives to sing........
From a single hack care about the world gal to..............
Mushy?????? Yah I think so............ heeeee......... (juz wanna link the pic to the things I am saying.... =P)
| Feelin in a good mood today...... =) After reading abt Monaco Prince in the news paper today..... and after my breakfast... I decided that I should choose to be happy....... there's really nothing to be sad about..... Sinking into a state of depression will only make me sink deeper into sadness, pessimistivity, self destruction and self abandone............. SO I decided to be happy........... and I am....... =) No this dun make sense......... But life is about choices....... U choose to be happy and u BE HAPPY....... =) |
| I am turning mad I tink....... I keep thinking that I hear the hp ring............. =P |
This is from one of my favorite song when I was young........ describe my feeling for something really well.............. "I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that I do I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you"
Sometimes you know you should juz let go......... But u juz continue doing the wrong things....... sometimes you know wat is right............ YOu juz choose to go the wrong way............ weirdos..... weird......... strange......... un-understandable....... ???????............. You can't help but ask y......... |
| In bad mood again........ Muz be the weather......... so stressed I went to cut my hair......... somehow this time haircutting does no effect on my mood...... still feel that life sucks........ still feel sad and that Earth is flat........... n i am at the edge of it....... falling off........... All the school work pulling me down.......... Juz hope this mth pass soon...... =) |
| R women pettY??? Hmm... or juz feel JealouSy or shoW jealousy MorE easily??? I'd think it's the latter.... Maybe it's the lethal combination of the two.... =P Or maybe they are juz not feeling well most of the time....... Or maybe they are too free........... Or maybe they simply think too much....... like now.......... oh...... or maybe it is a fact............ women = petty........................ |
| pet·ty ( P ) adj. pet·ti·er, pet·ti·est Of small importance; trivial: a petty grievance. Marked by narrowness of mind, ideas, or views. that I am............ =( |
So much to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh... wish all these will be over soon.........
then i can enjoy my time doing wat i like........... for at least a mth........
then i'll be back to an eternal life of doing things I hate.........
I'll try to like it tho...........
nice sky now. outside my window. .. see...... =)Later in the nite........
brrrrrr......... so cold now............
only 940...... n I am sleepy already.... Y?? I haven't do enough.......
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